FORGET THE PAST

It's hard to forget someone you loved when they're gone from your life . Yes , it's hard for me and I guess it's hard for all of you also . And I admit sometimes I do miss my ex-boyfriends , the persons who I used to love in my life . It's hurt and seriously it's very very hurt when you know the person you loved didn't love you like you thought they do . It happen to me many times , and they keep throwing BS to me , oh gosh seriously I'm getting hurt when I know they lying to me . But the past will keep be like that forever , right ? Nothing can be change about it , you need to forget yesterday and start new thing tomorrow . And that's what Im keep doing everyday :') p/s : I hope our relationship will last forever,Im totally don't want lose you in my life . I LOVE YOU ♥

Mess That I have

Yes , Im' still wondering when tis shit gonna be over. Oh!DAMN! Why it take so long to make things be like before? Be like normal ? Be like nothing happen before ? When things are just to be fine ,then another problems come out . STRESSS --' And this will never be easy for me to get through it .But I need to keep calm and be strong and keep praying for the truth to be revealed one day . They keep give me problems like they throwing a big stones to me and wish me to gave up . Sometimes , I feel like want to disappear for a while until things gonna be alright . But I can't and I will try my best to get through all this . Smile Stella! I know Allah is giving me a big test right now and I'm thankful for that . I'll took the challenge and I will end this challenge with a perfect ending . Yes , perfect ending! You always asked me to get through all of this shit and forgot what happens in the past . And yes , it easy for you to forgot all this but not for me dear . I;m sorry if I hurt you but I need some time to think bout us . Wishing the best for you . xoxo